*woooooooooo hooooooooooo...finally finished my calculus...sigh...ish a big relief that i wont have to deal with math for awhile...was start'n to get sick of it...was craving for some more literary stuff...got much of that com'n ahead of me...yay history and sociology...hahaha...(-__-);; *sigh ...either way...so much to do now...school and work and stuff...and stuff...i know there's more to come...and already i'm stressed...and excited? lolz...lately jus been so randomly and frequently down and blue...in the gutter type of feeling...sigh...i'm still in a state of shock cuz in the past year i've meet some pretty bad and mean people....people who have scarred me..a part of me wishes i had never met them but then if it werent for them i would've never known that those "type of people" really do exist...it really amazed me how someone could be so cruel and be able to lie to your face ...up close...no hesitation...look at you straight in the eye and lie...they were jus so good at it...literally scared me i'm tell'n ya...i had only heard of those people before...seen them in movies...but had never encountered them til now...(them being 2 people hahaha (^^);;) i know that i'm stupid for caring/weird for say'n this but i feel we're beginning to live in a world where kindness/honesty/even smiles are something rare to come by ...and that more and more people are unaffected by the lil gestures like a smile...or holding the door open for someone (and this is minus from the service industry...i'm not accounting for those right now)...personally when im the subway and someone has "that smile" ...like they're remembering a happy moment or memory and you're jus able to recognize "that smile"...either way...it makes me smile...feel all happy inside for that moment...that even though its not me...someone else will have a wonderful day...even if they're a total stranger...hmmmmmmm...i am weird...hahaha...n'ways...prayer for today? more like everyday is that people will be more honest and nice and jus...nice...and smile ...*you never know you jus might brighten someones day if not at least for a moment...cuz i think we're start'n to lack that in our world today...smiles are paid for and if not we're selling our smiles...ok now i have no idea wut i'm talkn bout...i dont think i ever do...(-_____-);; need sleep...end'n it at this...either way...BE HAPPY!!! SMILE!!! LAUGH!!! more people...its a good and healthy thing =] God Bless
*favourite quote of the day: "Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared. " ~Buddha
hmmmmmmm...my new year has started out great...hope it stays that way...went to a friends new year party that was held at a hotel...my goodness...it was not wut i expected...as soon as we walked in everyone was goin "SHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh>.""" lolz...they had booked the room for two and there were bout 15-20 ppl there eek...next thing you know we get a call say'n they gonna do room checks...so wut do we gotta do half an hour to count down? lolz...get our butts out of there without being caught and might i add it was quite the mission...the hotel had ppl stand'n in the stairwells and ppl monitoring the halls...somehow we made it out safely and ended up goin to some persons house...soon as we arrived...everyone grabs a drink and we start counting 10,9,8,7...etc...and that was it...was disappointed..this was goin to be just as bad as my last new year...but nope...i was determined to have a good time...drank a few beers and jus the day before i had lost a bet with a friend and consequently had to drink 5 shots...yuck...but yay!!! the fun began for me there...and ended quite shortly cuz i fell asleep not to long after kekeke...was mad tired before i even got to the hotel..lolz...either way...in a good mood...really really really hope it stays that way...its a NEW YEAR...means FRESH START...i hope that everyone can take a deep breathe and start the new year with the same mindset...happy new years ppl...wish you the best and nothing but happiness ...*jus SMILE =] cuz life's too short, ("Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around"~ Leo Buscaglia)God bless (^^)v
